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Wednesday, June 13, 2007
5:51 AM

Hey hey hey, omg guys its been so long since ive updated my profile, not even been touching it either...what can i say?? Am I too busy or am I too lazy?? haha well, just figured it out urself and my chatterbox has been said that im having a bad id...omg bad bad me....welll im soo darned up by all this shits surrounding my whole peaceful atmosphere haha....anywayz talking abt this yr hols for me, the first 2 weeks was Damn fun, depressiing and somehow at certain days im kinda being so introvert and seriously i dont even noe what the hell is going on arnd me....yeahh well u cud say that im being so obviously oblivious abt myself but well....why the heck shud i care if im ignoring it either....anywayz it felt like as though im running away from my reality to my childhood fantasies which had just realized that it sucks like hell; the further i am, the more i miss the person i love...well another thing u cud call me being a refugee of myself haha and i dont even bother and even if i did, i dont wanna waste my time sharing here cause its way too 'OMG' to tell u guys...anywayz back to what i was talking abt, oh yeah speaking abt fugitive abt myself, the hols for these weeks for me was bad and not bad either........the bad thing was that, im too stresed up with everythings thats surrounding me and it cant be more than demoralizing i can say but lets just not go on with that....the good part was that, i was able to have FUN with my pri sch bestie which i thought that it was one of my relaxing moment adding to some of the so called short-hours-of-my-runaways from home for like 4-5 hrs, had to deliberately think of a ruse so that i could get the hell out of my hse and wander alone in the streets or going to cafe, or even going to malls ALONE and letting out everything that had been dumped in my head making me having stupid migrains haaha.....but it was sooo fun to explore the lil' part of spore(as if but i get to explore it a lil') and get to breathe smoothly and heaved out a sigh of relief....and i guess im doing the right thing....i mean cmon shouldnt i be getting some of my own time, letting myself to be ME again rather than i being too worked up with the probs at home in which at times i felt like suffocating with all the miseries, aint i rite?? seriously....hah anywayz now im starting to miss all my bitches and bastards(haha cmon im saying it in a good way guys)....somehow theyre my good friends esp. My best friend, TAN SIEW YING...well what can i say she's my beyotch-in-crime and the one who'd been helping me kickin' some friggin' asses in school....yeahh....oh well my marks are gawddamn bad and i had to better buck up or else im gonna be doomed for the rest of my living life and i had to do this for myself cause i believe that now the future lies in me to decide it and if im reli wanna strive for the best this year i knew that hardwork would pay ooff wellll....and the mysteries happening between me and SIEW YING and someone else*confidential*(i had wanted this to happen so badly) will soon turn to reality cause i believe what my instinct tells me and what my heart had made me felt...........and this is a pledge im making to myself ....please guys if only u noe the real truth, ull noe what im feeling deep inside my lil' child's heart...and for what ever reasons, please help me stay by my side and plz support my decision cause i really do not want it to be crushed a million pieces and i guess thats all i can say abt it and guess what Im going off now...been writing too longg and im worried that it mite bore u guys to DEATH(hope it wont)haha...so ill just head off now gotta put in my new song in the blogg...ive composed it and if u guys can relate to it, it shows that u are very understanding and u'll understand what i feel and why this song is very meaningful to me...haha guess ill just end here now...aite...soo longg..
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